Some may say, no looks isn't everything. there are some other things matters in this world such as education, attitude, religion, etc..etc.. Reality Check. if u see an ugly women carrying a bag full of groceries. would u help her?guess not. i bet you dont even bother to look at her. but if she is a slim and slender hot chick, u'll help her even if she's carrying a bag of paper clips. ok, you will say u can still be superb if u are highly educated. Reality Check. let say, when the spm results camo out and a girl(not bein gbias or anything but it is always a girl when they announce the top scorer for spm)is announce as a top scorer.scorer 19a1.but still ,people look in the paper and say "well, she's not that preety.." ouh.hell yeah they say that. see, no matter how smart u are, people still judge you by the looks.and yeah, a person with a great looks tend to get more attention, more compliment, more everything in everything they does. when u have the looks, u dont even have to be smart to get a job. u can flunk the exam and still get paid thousands for modelling. there, u can make money just for being beautiful. life is easier for beautiful people. for those unfortunate ugly fat people like me, we have to work hard. but like i said, no matter how gard we work, we wont get that much credit as the beautiful people does. like me, I scored straight a's in my exam. but my family dont even care. because i am the ugliest among them. sometimes, even my family make fun of me. i dont really mind if a stranger come to me and say "god,here comes a giant" "look, she wont even fit the door" . if it is a stranger, somrone who i dont even know who they are, i done care, i dont give a damn. but now, it is my family, my own flesh and blood. they are tho ones saying "god, your pants can fit 2 person in em!" "damn, can u please stop eating?" "sorry..u're too big.u can't fit in the car.". it hurts. a lot i tell u. sometimes u cry,wondering what have i done wrong? yeah, i have a wonderful family. they are all extreamly beautiful, slim, preety. but i am the Ugly duckling,the blacksheep,the fat one. and yeah,they make fun of me. everytime i am with my cousins, i feel so bad. i feel like, i dont belong there. and my aunties hardly give any attention to me. they just dont care. they care more of the beautiful ones. and sometimes, i am like not allowed to say anything. because anything that i ay are sort of not acceptable. but when the others do ar say wnything, everything is right,everything is good. and the best part, i know that my aunties sometimes talk abt me behind my back. they text among each other. some say that i am too fat and no clothes will fit into me and they make a joke out of it. they laugh at me. it hurts. see, looks is averything. when u're ugly, u basically have nothing. nothing at all. it's very sad.
Friday, November 9, 2007
Posted by Lily Cartina at 4:03 AM