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Friday, August 15, 2008

Fucking National Service


For those who doesn't know what National Service is,(well, people who don't live in Malaysia sure have no idea what the hell national service is) it is a 3 months boot camp. any 17 year old will be chosen at random and they will attend the camp the year after that, that is when they turn 18. Unfortunately, I am one of the random.

Yes,
I must attend that fucking boot camp and live in hell hole for 3 months. bloody hell.

To know whether or not we're chosen to attend that thing,
we must check using SMS with our identity card number and send it to this one number. Of we're not selected. they'll reply something like


Sorry, you are not selected to join the National Service for the year 2009


well, something like that.

But if we're selected,
we'll get this reply


CONGRATULATIONS! are selected to join the National Service for the year 2009


and that was the reply I received.

Congratulations??
COngratulations??
Congratulations my ASS!!
What the hell is the congratulations for??
Congratulations for making it to hell hole??
Damn it!

Yeah I'm pissed off
and so does my friends who were selected to go to this bloody camp.(say HELL YEAH if you're pissed off like me.heh)
People keep texting me, calling me asking about this NS thing. Yeah I complained, I whined, and most people will tell me "I'm sure it wont be that bad." heh. yeah sure. you can say that because u're not selected.
because you don't have to waste 3 months after graduation in a boot camp.
and I'm pissed because those who wasn't chosen. they make fun of those who were chosen.
I mean, shut the fuck up man.
yeah, you're lucky enough you don't have to waste 3 months in a hell hole so once again, SHUT THE FUCK UP!
You don't know how suckish it felt to know that we have to go there.

Sure, it wont be that bad.
How?
I can't see a fucking way how this thing isn't going to be that bad.
Why?
well,

first,
Even now, i dragged going to school.
I don't even want to go to school so why the hell do you think I want to go to that boot camp?

second,
I hate waking up in the morning.
hell yeah. I hate waking up before the sun rises. Just like now, I really hate waking up at 6 every morning. And I'm sure I'm gonna have to wake up very early at the camp. Fuck!

third,
I do not like, I do not want, I do not listen to people who yell at me telling me what to do. But that's what they do at boot camp. Yell like hell!! I might lose my hearing there for all the yelling.

yeah sure, we'll get paid.
RM300 for 3 fucking months.
that's a bloody bad pay i tell you!
I can work for 3 months and gain RM1000
so, I don't care they pay or not,
I just don't want to go to that hell hole.

whatever it is,
no one wants to go to NS!
no one wants to waste 3 months after graduation in a boot camp!

Khidmat Negara, Tanggungjawab Bersama.yeah sure, go fuck yourself!

18 screams:

Anonymous said...

hey, u better watch yr language when saying things about this National Service things!!!!! Its a government thing. You are using foul language!!!

Lily Cartina,17 said...

yeah it's a government thing and yeah i'm using foul language.

and tht is my fucking problem because?

please answer less than 30 words. thank you.

Anonymous said...

lady,there are ways of expressing your objections.perhaps,u may end up to be a more polished person after going through the National Service.give it a try with an open mind.for all u know,u may be able to realise your full potential cos u already had the courage to speak up which is a key element in leadership! I'm sure your foul words does not reflect your true personality!

Lily Cartina,17 said...

to whoever you are,
yeah sure,there are good things. motivation stuff and all.
but bare in mind that I am seventeen.
and by the time i have to go to camp it was right after graduation.
tht's why it sucks.
we seventeen year olds just want to chill,hang out,work,get our driver's licence,wake up late, and just have fun after grad day.
after grad is like, the best moment our life.
it is a time to do anything we like not being force to spend months in a hell hole for god's sake.

the way to make that fucking camp good is to invite those young, hunkish, dark,tall and handsome British or US army to join us. Then the camp will be soooooo much interesting

p/s:my words are my expressions.

Anonymous said...

if using foul words are yr expressions, that goes without saying what yr true personality is!

Anonymous said...

if yr words are yr true expression and u continue to complain and grumble - why are you in this country??? why don't u migrate to US - the country that u luv most and seems to promise u everytin good under the sun?? Try it out and even if one day u regret it, which i think u would, don't come back, resolve yr own problems there cos nobody wld continue to care for you until such time u wld long to return. And then u realise, going to NS is not that bad at all.......becos u r still in the country that has pampered u so much.

nazaNIK said...

dear anonymous,

u mention earliear that we live in a country that pampers us so much.do refresh our memory about being "pampered".are u talking about paying of the fuel hike?or were u trying to define pampered as in the use of the the people's money for the development of already developed areas instead of killing off poverty.


that's our government for u.oh btw,this is not an act anti-nationalism.it's just an act of anti NS.NS is not our country.so why do u want to go all emo about a stupid 3 months government program that hardly represents our country?chill dude *grin*

Anonymous said...

ape bangang sangat ni. . .
terang2 orang nampak NS ni propaganda kerajaan!
go there to be a better person?
owh fuck no!
i have a lot of friend, mostly gurls rite now being so bitchy! and become slut!
trust me! my ex-gurl sleep with a captain at the NS camp! wut kind of "National service" is that? if the person that responsible to take care of and teach them to be more "human" sleep with the girls that under 18? i still remember that captain name! his name is Captain Shariman! and i would like to kick his ass! and torture his family! FUCK NS! FUCK NS! FUCK!!!
BECAUSE OF THIS CASE! I SUFFERED MENTALLY! FUCK!



*SO RITE NOW U CAN SEE THAT ALL OF THIS THING CAN CAUSE SO MUCH TROUBLE! I CAN KILL THAT BASTARD ANYTIME! BUT! IT's ME! TRY TO THINK HOW ABOUT HER FATHER KNOW ABOUT THIS? HER BROTHER? I'm SURE IF IT HAPPEN TO MY YOUNGER SISTER I WILL KILL THAT BASTARD! NO MATTER WHAT IT WILL COST ME!

Anonymous said...

I'm totally agree with nazaNIK !

I THINK THAT U SUCH A BLOOD SUCKER OF THE GOV!

NOT ALL GOV POLICY WE MUST ACCEPT OR FOLLOW!

THIS IS MALAYSIA!

A DEMOCRATIC COUNTRY. . .

I guess. . .with ISA things. . .

huhuhuh~

Anonymous said...

*Anonymous said...

*hey, u better watch yr language when saying things about this National Service things!!!!! Its a government thing. You are using foul language!!!

*August 17, 2008 7:59 PM


*What the fuck is wrong with u man. . .u think all of the ppl of malaysia is a gov supporters? you must always read the Utusan or Berita harian paper that known as a media that was control by the GOV!

C'mon!

Stop being such a "kolot!"

Don't hear in one side only!

Nowadays the trend of choosing the rite party is choose the one that relevant. . .

u pissed off lily because of her language?

c'mon!

u think we all are too decent ppl?

owh plis. . .

get up!

knocked your head up!

poser!

*always make a study or research first before you "hentam" other ppl. . .

Anonymous said...

this is reality man. . .

stop dreaming. . .


P/s:
i hate ns. . .

i dun want to go man. . .

Lily Cartina,17 said...

*laughs*
hell yeah!!
is it hot in here or is it just me?

look,
to anonymous(the coward who starts this whole thing but doest have the balls to reveal who the hell he/she really is)

in this blog,
did i say anything about the government being corrupted or anything?

did i mention anything about NS not being any good?

i did not.
well, yeah, i mentioned that the pay is lousy.
rm300 for 3 months.
c'mon man.

but other than that,
all i said was tht
I DON'T WANT TO GO THERE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO SPEND 3 FUCKING MONTHS IN BOOT CAMP ESP AFTER GRADUATION.
and if u ask those kids who got chosen,
they will say the same thing.
try putting yourself in out shoes dude.
imagine when u were so eager to finish school but after tht u found out tht u need to attend a 3 months boot camp.
it sucks big time doesnt it?

i never said tht NS will not do any good,
it's just tht i dont want to go there because i have plans.
because i want to chill after graduation.

i never mention anything abt the government not did i say NS didn't do any good.

but then u start babbling abt government,
abt how i dont appreciate my own country.
and u ask me to migrate to the US because i hate my country.

wtf dude?
i didn't say tht.
yeah, i wanna go to the US.
but then, who doesnt want to go oveerseas and experice new things?
wanna go there for the experience dude.
not because i hate my country.
for fucks sake.

and yeah,
i use foul words.
but then again,
who doesnt?

it's just the matter of how u use it.
like me, i use it openly.
and u, u might just curse under your breath and no one can hear u.
ouh, dun tell me u dun do tht. :p

justice lake said...

to anonymous
sounds a bit personal. i think even if she was 100% behind NS, you would still be here finding fault is what she said...

N a Q i B said...

Amik atas pale~
mesti mamat/minah tuh malu siot~
hahah

Anonymous said...

Lady,i respect your views on the NS.But i totally disagree on the foul/vulgar language that u opted to use.The four letter words doesnt reflect our Asian culture and is very unislamic...we dont have to use it to show that we are modern,up-to-date,uptowned, progressive,trendy,advanced and not `kolot'.I am sure your parents will disapprove u using such language as much as u wouldn't want your children to use it against u in the future!!

Everyone is entitle to their own opinion.But there is a limit to any openness.It takes a lot of self-discipline,control & courage to say what u should & not say what u shouldn't cos u're not alone in this world.To be responsible for what we write,we must first acknowledge that our words would influence positively or negatively the thinking of many others.

By the way, i'm not trying to be a preacher & i'm not from the govt sector either but being a muslim,its my duty to remind brothers & sisters in Islam that the Quran forbids the use of vulgar language in expressing our opinion or any verses that may sound satanic...

-sood- said...

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"Sesungguh Setiap Musibah itu Telah Allah Memberi Satu Kerahmatan yg kita tidak sedari"

Pada teman-teman yang banyak melalui ujian dari Allah ini berbanyaklah Bersabar dan berdoa

Sesungguhnya Allah mahukan Kamu menggingatinya selalu. ..


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Lily Cartina,17 said...

thank you very much for your advice.
i pretty much appreciate it.

btw,
i dont use the word "fuck" to make me look modern,up-to-date,uptowned, progressive,trendy,advanced and not `kolot'.

it's an expression.
the way i talk.

bloody hell,
i was just talking abt the bloody NS.
and u people make such a big fuss abt it.

Lily Cartina,17 said...

ouh anyway..

yeah it's your duty to remind us..

yeah ok..

and who the hell are u again.?

why cant u reveal yourself?