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Saturday, April 18, 2009

Contrary


She is not beautiful.
She was not born with natural beauty.
She is not stick thin.
She has cellulite all over her body.
She is not feminine.
She acts like a boy since she was a toddler.
She can't make him a hard with a simple touch.
She just don't know how to cause a boner.

Beautiful.
Thin.
Feminine.
Able to make him hard with a simple touch.

Those what he wants in a girl.
Those are the things she has to live without.

She wish that she can carve the criteria of his dream girl on her body and erase her imperfections.
She wish to be reborn just so she can be the girl of his expectations.
She wish she wont have to be angry at herself just because she have feelings for him.
She wish she wont have to hate herself just because she is in love with him.


p/s: pardon me for being so emotional lately. I looked in the mirror and saw a hideous monster. So I took the scissors and cut my hair short. Now I feel kinda pretty. Kinda. Not really.


Feeling all fucked up with an all fucked up haircut.

5 screams:

hudaaa said...

awww. i know this is cliche, but beauty's from within. and i think ure pretty. inside n out. :)

Lily Cartina said...

*hugs*

ah bu said...

ouh gamba jari.

Lily Cartina said...

ye gamba jari.
kenape?

ah bu said...

saje.
;)